P.i.T.P

Dear You,

It’s been some times after our decision to “hands up” upon our relationship.

How are you dude? Everything's fine?

Hardly any news from you.

I don’t know where you are, even if i found a clue.

But deeply in my heart, I always wishes that someday I can meet you accidentally.

Yes accidentally, because I don’t want to meet you personally.

I feel like we have a lot of interpretation that not shared yet.

Make me curious, mad, frustrated and desperate.

We broke just in a few days and hopeless to find a way. 

I lost my entire world when you smile and say goodbye.

Don’t you know that you are the reason I hate a rain in the night.

That time, I missed and hated you on my sight.

I want to die, but I saw that my life still have a light.

I decided, I’m done with you, I moved on.

I realize that I have to let you gone.

But lately you came into my dream, though I never think about you.

Friends say that is a sign that you missed me, seriously? You? *cynic*

Well, at least I post this words.

Wishes someday you will recognize and willing to see the truth, between us.

-cheers-